Once more it is time to answer the questions of Too Much Information Tuesday. If you would like have a go yourself and please click on the link below to go and you can read all about the other people that have entered.
1. What qualities do you like and dislike about yourself?
I like my kindness. It is a strong belief in me to be kind to a person and that I leave people feeling better than I found them. That sounds pretentious but if someone is walking towards me I smile at them. If they are short of money at the checkout I pay the difference. When I do more, people ask me how can I repay you? I say, pay it forward, because one day they may be in a check out and the person in front of them might be a couple of dollars short. Kindness costs nothing at all.
The bit about what I dislike about myself could get me into a little trouble as S. will not tolerate me putting myself down so I will say that I have some scars, some that were self inflicted at a dark time of my life. The scars, which have faded a lot, are sort of self evident as to what they mean and I really hate that. However if anyone asks me about them and they are really wanting to know I will explain about them and say that it never works to do it. It might bring a moment of satisfaction but it never lasted.
2. If you had the chance to rename yourself, would you? If yes, what would be your new name?
My real first name is Susan which I cut down to Suz. When I met S. he quickly called me Suzy and before him, I loathed that name. No one called me that because I got somewhat angry. He says it in a way that melts me. Now I am used to it. My second name however, is the bane of my life. I loathe it with a passion. It is Constance and woe betide anyone that uses it. Again if I do something wrong or I am arguing with S. he will call me Susan Constance and I know I am in deep shit.
I am sorry but I would never change my name, but if I did it would be something completely ridiculous like Starlight Riverdance.
3. Tell us one thing you wished had not happened in your life?
I am a great believer in not regretting anything because everything that happened to me helped form me into the person I am now. It would be easy to say I wish I wasn’t raped at fourteen but what followed lead me to the lifestyle and I would never have met S.
4. Have you ever been in a secret relationship? Why was it secret?
The only thing that meets this is I keep my sexuality to myself. I once told a friend a little about it and she was appalled and I lost a so call friend over it. I didn’t tell them much but enough for her to go off the deep end. Now it is kept under lock and key
5. You must create a rumour about yourself, what is the rumour?
Oh my god have you heard about her? She likes to be spanked! I kid you not, she likes to lay across her partner’s lap and he spanks her bare ass!!!
Bonus: What would you do if you had 1 million U.S. dollars?
I would be rather boring. A million dollars used to be such a lot of money but it isn’t now. I would buy a house and then invest the rest. I might also go on a holiday.
I am finding these question to be so much fun. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I do writing them.